Wednesday, August 15, 2007

babysitting

I am going to start babysitting on mondays for gillian. I am babysitting Ava because gillian is starting school she is going back to college to get her cna. Certified nurse. I am so happy for her so since i am off on mondays i am going to watch ava because kurtis works nights and it would be hard for him to watch ava and sleep. i am excited

Monday, August 6, 2007

time to grow up...

So mom and dad are going to have to move and it scares me to death. i have lived all my life in my parents home and now i will still be there the difference is adam and i will have to pay the bills. we are hoping that they don't have to move out of state because if they do i have a feeling that we will have to move with them. it isn't like they are going to move for a few months or years this move would be for 15 years. since dads plant is closing down and he has to move or lose his job and he can't do that. it is going to be different. in 15 years i will be 42 am i going to have to live in this house till them and them have to get a home from there at the age of 42 i hope to have kids by then and be married...then what...i guess we will just have to play this by the ear since adam wants to live in london and new york...then i will have to stay here...i am just confused...it isn't a matter of if dad has to go it is the matter of when...he can't wait to long or he will not have a job...sucks...