(6/6) jon. So finally carl tells jon that he is still in love with him to which jon didn't make a reply. So jon hasn't heard from carl in a couple of weeks.

(5/6) he wants jons number so i forward the text and jon says to give it to him. They talk for a week but carl doesn't want his wife to know he is talking to

(4/6) child on the way and jon moved to another city its a close city and jon and i are very close friends btw jon is still gay. So i get a text from carl and

(3/6) that knew they were together. They broke up carl moved to go to college and jon finished high school. Now 3 years later carl is married to a girl with a

(2/6) call him jon. It was a secret bc carl didn't want anyone to know he was gay on the other hand with jon everyone knew he was gay but i was the only one

(1/6) So one of my old friends called one of my friends...ok lets back up. Kroger 3 years ago my friend lets call him carl. Carl started to date someone lets

(2/2) enjoyable 2 week vacation. Now i have to go back to work. Same ol' same ol' too much fun. Well, just wanted to drop a note.

(1/2) So i have enjoyed my last 13 day off from work. I bought my motorcycle last week and went to michigan this week and i'm home for the 4th. It was an

(2/2) she stuck all her stolen items) because of a bottle of vodka she pulled it out of her purse and gave it to the uscan attendent. Smart real smart.

(1/2) So working retail is full of surprises. Yesterday a young lady was arrested for shoplifting. And the funny thing is that she could zip her purse (where

(2/2) we won't be busy. That is so silly.

(1/2) So working in retail sucks when it is a holiday week. People are crazy doing those weeks. They think that since it is the friday before memorial day that

so church guy

Leave it to me to over think things. This is the story. Totally crushing on a guy at church. I finally got up enough courage up to introduce myself. Then the following week I talk to him about maybe going to get a coffee so he asks for my number so i give it to him and now...close to 2 weeks later still no call. I picked up some vibes that told me he was interested but now i'm not so sure...so that is the epic of church guy...

My happily ever after...what happen to that...

So I started reading a series of novels that all so far end happily. Okay don't get me wrong that is the way i want them to end but my problem is where is my happily ever after. After all the years watching disney and romantic movies and reading tons of books, they all have their happily ever after so where is mine. I have grown up with the ideal of what love looks like, suppose to feel like and where is my true love. After i pour my heart into a relationship that i knew was going nowhere just in search for this ideal of true love. I know that it exist because my parents have it...they love each other today more than the day they were married. But does it happen to everyone. I just want to know where my love story is...i know that i have walls up because i have been hurt but my thing is with the wall up then you don't get to know me and then it doesn't hurt when it is over. I know that i am a picky person but people have to have standards, high but not unreachable. Its not like i have a list written down and they have to meet all the requirements, its not written down and they are not requirements just what i like.
I'm just lonely. I haven't been on a date in over 4 years...I just want my happily ever after.
Where is my happily ever after...I'm waiting....