Saturday, May 23, 2009
Friday, May 22, 2009
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
so church guy
Leave it to me to over think things. This is the story. Totally crushing on a guy at church. I finally got up enough courage up to introduce myself. Then the following week I talk to him about maybe going to get a coffee so he asks for my number so i give it to him and now...close to 2 weeks later still no call. I picked up some vibes that told me he was interested but now i'm not so sure...so that is the epic of church guy...
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
My happily ever after...what happen to that...
So I started reading a series of novels that all so far end happily. Okay don't get me wrong that is the way i want them to end but my problem is where is my happily ever after. After all the years watching disney and romantic movies and reading tons of books, they all have their happily ever after so where is mine. I have grown up with the ideal of what love looks like, suppose to feel like and where is my true love. After i pour my heart into a relationship that i knew was going nowhere just in search for this ideal of true love. I know that it exist because my parents have it...they love each other today more than the day they were married. But does it happen to everyone. I just want to know where my love story is...i know that i have walls up because i have been hurt but my thing is with the wall up then you don't get to know me and then it doesn't hurt when it is over. I know that i am a picky person but people have to have standards, high but not unreachable. Its not like i have a list written down and they have to meet all the requirements, its not written down and they are not requirements just what i like.
I'm just lonely. I haven't been on a date in over 4 years...I just want my happily ever after.
Where is my happily ever after...I'm waiting....
I'm just lonely. I haven't been on a date in over 4 years...I just want my happily ever after.
Where is my happily ever after...I'm waiting....
Friday, November 14, 2008
get out more...?
the one side of my brother recent texts to me...
we are both willing to help you in any way possible. I am glad o see you going out more but you need to start hanging out with some straight guy. You are the
okay. so I have decided that you must have children as soon as possible. Alot of my happiness relies on you getting kn ocked up. This has been agreed upon by me
and R. This is because you are the only shot that eitherof us have to becoming aunt and uncle. So there is alot of pressure on you. I understand this so
only hope that i have to becoming uncle A. Thats it. No other chance for me. So, you need to get working on that. Thank you
That is exactly what i am saying. More straight guys. And get knocked up. Thats not too much to ask for
i think it is a lack of effort. Put yourself out there, I am not asking for you to get married. Just knocked up :-) You need to have your gay friends hook you up with some nice fertile straight guys it wouldn't hurt to ask. You need a nice boyfriend to get you out of this slump. A nice straight fertile christian guy
Yea. Well. In a perfect world that is true. But we don't live in a perfect world. Regardless stop arguing over details. You need to get out there and take
risks. Put yourself out there and make something happen. Will you get hurt? Probably. But it goes with the territory. Every venture is a life lesson. You must
start somewhere. And the sooner you start the better. Just do it.
We were discussing things that we want from our lives. And one thing that i want more than anything else is to see you happy AND to be called uncle A.
And since R has no siblings herself out only hope for that is you. So we have decided to encourage you four our happiness :-)
Yes. So if ther is anything that we can do please let us know. And I know this might sound a little 'joke-like' but it actually isnt. So get out there and find you happiness. Find a mate. Find someone that will make you happy forever and then get pregnant so that i can become an uncle and be happy
R and my happiness is ver dependent on you being happy. So we have decided to help you in anyway possible.
we are both willing to help you in any way possible. I am glad o see you going out more but you need to start hanging out with some straight guy. You are the
okay. so I have decided that you must have children as soon as possible. Alot of my happiness relies on you getting kn ocked up. This has been agreed upon by me
and R. This is because you are the only shot that eitherof us have to becoming aunt and uncle. So there is alot of pressure on you. I understand this so
only hope that i have to becoming uncle A. Thats it. No other chance for me. So, you need to get working on that. Thank you
That is exactly what i am saying. More straight guys. And get knocked up. Thats not too much to ask for
i think it is a lack of effort. Put yourself out there, I am not asking for you to get married. Just knocked up :-) You need to have your gay friends hook you up with some nice fertile straight guys it wouldn't hurt to ask. You need a nice boyfriend to get you out of this slump. A nice straight fertile christian guy
Yea. Well. In a perfect world that is true. But we don't live in a perfect world. Regardless stop arguing over details. You need to get out there and take
risks. Put yourself out there and make something happen. Will you get hurt? Probably. But it goes with the territory. Every venture is a life lesson. You must
start somewhere. And the sooner you start the better. Just do it.
We were discussing things that we want from our lives. And one thing that i want more than anything else is to see you happy AND to be called uncle A.
And since R has no siblings herself out only hope for that is you. So we have decided to encourage you four our happiness :-)
Yes. So if ther is anything that we can do please let us know. And I know this might sound a little 'joke-like' but it actually isnt. So get out there and find you happiness. Find a mate. Find someone that will make you happy forever and then get pregnant so that i can become an uncle and be happy
R and my happiness is ver dependent on you being happy. So we have decided to help you in anyway possible.
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