life according to 9/14

So as of today my best friend in the whole wide world doesn't talk to me unless she wants something. My brother, i do love him, and i haven't had our normal sissy and bubby talks that is so relaxing. My closest friend right now is gay...nothing wrong with that but if he was straight he would be more than my friend. I don't know about that but that is what we say...lol... I have no romantic interest...one guy has asked me to dinner because he owes me...long story. i just don't know what is going on. I feel so lost in my own world, but there is nothing to be lost in...work...that is all i seem to do. Work, Work, Work. All work and no time to be ME!!! i don't know...will write soon all about the dinner of course!